14 years today Papa. How is that possible? I thought of you so much this week - attending storywriting workshops and I even shared today how you had written a memoir for me about your early years and meeting Gran. I am so bery glad I have that now. I'll treasure it always because its like having you back in the room. I have seen you several times today out of the corner of my left eye - a flicker. I hope you're pleased I'm back home in Scotland at last. You know it always was my dream. Love you, Papa, and miss you always x